Creations

A Rat House

Creations

Spirit City

Lenore, Usagi & Fern

Creations

Minecraft House II

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Morning Cuddles

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Garden

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Garden

Writing

Wilt

The soil had been tended with care,
each seed placed with eager expectancy.
There was a time when rain felt like presence,
when something real stirred beneath the surface.

The garden held promise,
even as the leaves began to dull.
Roots reached into tired ground,
searching for what was no longer offered.

Some things fade
not with storms,
but with silence.

The gate stayed open.
No one came.
Water was given
long after planting had stopped.

The truth hid in the weeds.
This was no longer shared earth.
One had stopped growing here,
long before the other knew to stop tending.

From the neighbors’ garden,
there is radiance now,
joy spoken often and loud—
as if to prove
the soil only spoiled in specific presence.

Now, among the overgrowth,
a figure learns to move differently.
To let go of vines
that only pull
without offering bloom.

Steps begin to press into new ground.
There is caution.
There is attention.

There is grief.
There is the slow return
of something like clarity.

And perhaps,
when the seasons shift again,
there will be room
to learn the names
of those who tend nearby.
But for now,
nurturing the soil within,
and the roots already held close.

Writing

Wild Geese, by Mary Oliver

You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting—
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

Writing

Guru Pathik to Appa

“Oh, dear. You’ve been through so much recently. Hurt and betrayed. So twisted up inside. You’re still full of love. Ah. But fear has moved in where trust should be.”

Guru Pathik from Avatar: The Last Airbender

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Her

Five years of friendship, built during the pandemic and lasting beyond. We’ve celebrated my birthday together for four years in a row, and she’s flown all the way from Scotland to Germany four times now, and every time, I’m filled with gratitude. My Scottish lass, my northern star, the best partner in crime, always ready for another adventure. I’ll take you to see Cologne Cathedral until you get bored of it! I love you to the moon and back,

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Eerik

Some people walk into your life and feel like they were always meant to be there. Eerik is one of those souls. The kindest, most gentle giant you’ll ever meet. Always worried about others, always trying to be better, and honestly, maybe a little too selfless sometimes (a bit of selfishness would suit you well, my friend).
We finally met in person this year! You give the best hugs imaginable. I’m endlessly grateful for your big heart, your humour, and the way you stand by my side. I never want to miss you in my life.

Thank you for being you. 💛